Remembering Mr. B. Marks, Art Garfunkel, Poetry, Midnight Lovemaking

From 2006 to 2009 I was so called "in Love."  I know I duped myself but I guess the idea of the fantasy outlasted the pain.  Branden was my late night lover in Reseda and Woodland Hills.  I wanted to get closer to him but I couldn't.  He had a cold heart.  I recognize Branden was bad for me but he was movie studio material.  He wasn't that good looking but I got a piece of him and he got a piece of my heart.   I would like to think in that fleeting moment which lasted 3 years the booty calls mounted to something more monumental.  All I have left is the soured memories.  Its 2.5 years since I moved from Californita to Minnesota.  The best relationship of my life was Jayhun N.  from Sept. 2011 to Aug. 2012.  He was a rock and great foundation in my life at the time.  He was worth my love but not Branden, the boy with the silver spoon and the generational inheritor of Western Costume Company.